blog views problem

Ok it seems my blog has a problem..0 views?what?I've been blogging now for years and I let my friends visit my blog..but what?now it's back to 0?

Pusit cooking disaster

Yesterday I just cooked Pusit..
and it was really bad!grrr!
I suppose to cook it for my dad because it's his favorite..
I thought I should only cook it the way it was..
but I was wrong..I should cut it first..
huhuh
dad can't eat because he has brittle teeth and wont able to eat it..because it's big for him

I'm sorry dad

Our anniversary

On October 22 my boyfriend and I will celebrate our 2nd anniversary..
kinda get excited because of this picture..I asked him maybe we could rent a bike and go biking around MOA and watch fireworks after?
If there is..a bike and a fireworks on Sundays..

Right words for me?

Found this photo at my tumblr..is Anna Steele in 40 Shades of Gray and Bella of Twilight thought of this?

If they do..pls let me know..I quite need an inspiration..

is currently listening to this

sweet^^

Just realized that my blog is a bit flowery don't you think?LOL!

ok just posted a blog yesterday..its been years when I last posted..well a bit busy this few days because of thesis..well as you know I'm graduating..

anyway feeling kinda "ungrateful" today?

well here's the story..after our presentation in thesis(my professor gave us a heart whelming comment--different story). Our professor gave us an evaluation sheet for us to evaluate our classmates. Well three of my classmates gave all of us perfect score(they agreed upon). And they were expecting me to give the same. Yesterday my classmates saw my evaluation to them and got angry about it(he saw it because..i think my professor let him?I'm not sure--but I'm quite sure that he saw it). Then txt messages flooded my phone saying things that I wasn't fair--well first thing I just gave the grade they deserve..and I think they don't have a write to get angry since they only helped bits of the paper..but they helped..

that's the story of my ungratefulness today..so what do you think?should I get angry to them?Is what their doing now(getting angry--thinking that I'm unfair?) is right?

Mga Mangingisda ng Butong Taal Batangas

          Isa na siguro ang Batangas sa pinakahinahangaan kong probinsya na pinuntahan. Bukod sa kanilang di kalimot-limot na ganda ng tanawin, payapang lugar at sariwang pagkain. Hindi ko malilimot ang kanilang mga kaugalian na siya naman ay tunay na hanga-hanga.

            Apat na araw lang kami nakipagpananayam sa mga mangingisda ng Butong Taal Batangas ngunit ang pagdating namin ay hindi namin inaasahan ganito ang kanilang salubong. Pagdating namin sa bahay ng tito ng aking kaklase ay hinandugan agad nila kami ng mga pagkain na tunay ngang sa Batangas lamang matitikman tulad ng “maniputo” ang mahal na isda na nagkakahalagang 500 kada piraso sapagkat ito’y malaki, masarap, sariwa, at tunay na sa Butong lamang nakukuha. Hindi ko naman malilimutan ang “tapang Batangas” sapagkat di tulad ng tapa sa Maynila na para sa akin ay matamis-tamis doon ay malinamnam kaya siguro ay nakatatlong plato agad ako sa araw na iyon dahil sa sarap nito. Matapos ang tanghalian ay hinandugan naman nila kami ng kakaibang kakanin. Ang hindi ko malilimutang kakanin dun ay ang “tamales” kung saan hindi tulad ng kakanin sa Maynila iyon ay may itlog na pula sa loob. May karne pa ata iyon kung hindi ako nagkakamali.

            Unang araw pa lamang naming doon ngunit hindi ko agad malilimutan ang kanilang magiliw na pagtanggap sa amin. Matapos nito ay nagpasya na kaming pumunta sa bahay ng mangingisda kung saan ay makikipagpanayam kami. Si Ate Merly ay tunay na matulungin tinulungan niya kami puntahan at pinakilala niya kami sa mga mangingisda at pamilya nito. Inalok muli nila kami ng pagkain ngunit kami ay nakakain na kaya ay tumanggi na lamang kami ito ay naintindihan naman nila.

            Sa ikalawang araw ay sasama kami sa paglaot ng mga mangingisda Baybayan Lake ba iyon kung hindi ako nagkakamali. Ito ang kalapit na tubigan sa Butong. Halos hindi ako makahinga ng kami ni Ara ay sumakay na sa Bangka ni Mang Rogelio. Wala kaming ibang sandata kung sakaling malunod kundi ang panalangin. Hindi ganoon kapamahiin si Mang Rogelio ngunit wala rin daw siyang panahon magsimba. Nakakatuwang isipin ang kanilang mga pamahiin na nikuwento niya sa amin habang kami ay na sa laot. Ayon sa kaniya ang turo ng mga matatanda huwag daw lalaot ng may baong itlog sapagkat ikaw ay maaring umuwing “bokya” sa paghuli ng isda. Kapag bagong bili lang daw ng iyong Bangka ay buhusan daw ito ng lugaw para ay swertehin at madulas sa tubig. Kapag ikaw daw ay hindi nakilala ng iyong kasama bago lumaot ay huwag ka ng tumuloy sa paglaot sapagkat ikaw ay maaring madisgrasya. Huwag ka na rin daw tumuloy kung nagbilin ang sino man sa iyong pamilya tulad ng pambili ng kung ano-ano sapagkat ay wala kang mahuhuli. Tinatawanan lamang lahat ito ni Mang Rogelio ngunit hindi niya kinakaila na ginagawa niya ito sa paggalang na lamang sa matatanda. Ngunit hindi pa rin daw siya naniniwala rito sapagkat mas malakas ang kapangyarihan ng dasal ayon sa kanya. Nagkahiwalay-hiwalay kaming mga magkakaklase sa paglaot at hindi maganda ang huli ng araw na iyon dahil halos lahat ng sinamahan naming mangingisda ay walang halos huli.

            Sa ikatlong araw ay maaga kami gumising upang pumunta at makitungo sa pamilya ng mga mangingisda. Hindi man sila sang-ayon ay tumulong pa rin kami sa kanilang gawaing bahay. Tunay na hindi maalis sa kanila ang masugid nilang pagtanggap sa mga bisita. Nais naming tumanggi sa kanilang alok na pagkain ngunit kami ay hinandugan pa rin nila ng pagkain para sa tanghalian. Doon lamang namin natikman ang lutong Batangas kay sarap ng kanilang mungo, sariwang dalagang bukid, at isda na tanging sa taal lamang mahuhuli. Tunay akong humanga sa kanilang pagtutulungan upang paghandaan kami ng pagkain. Laking gulat ko ng may mga nasa lima ng tao ang nagluluto sa bahay ni Ate Liberty kung saan siya lamang ang nakatira at ang kanyang tatlong kapatid na lalakeng puro mangingisda.

            Matapos ang tanghalian ay nakipagkwentuhan kami sa kanila. Tulad ng hindi inaasahan ay dumami rin ang matatandang aming kakwentuhan nagsimula ito sa dalawang matatanda na aming kakwentuhan hanggang sila ay nagging anim. Lahat sila ay puro mga asawa ng mga mangingisda. Naikwento nila sa amin ang kanilang mga paniniwala. Ayon sa kanila noong pumuntok daw ang bulkan Taal ay halos lumubog ang Butong sa lakas ng hagupit ng dagat at walang tigil na pagulan ng putik sa kanilang bayan. Ngunit tumigil ito ng nakita nila sa kalangitan ang Mahal na Birhen at ang kanilang patron na si San Pedro. Lahat ay napatingin dito at naluha. Hindi lamang daw dun nagkahimala sa Butong. Ng nagkakagulo ang mga tao sa laki ng mga alon ay huminahon ito ng dumaan ang isang lalakeng nakapula na nakasakay sa kabayo. Ayon sa kanila ito raw si San Martin isa sa kanilang patron at tagabantay nila. Hindi masusukat ang tindi ng pananampalataya ng mga taga-Butong. Ayon sa kanila matindi at tapat sa kanila ang kanilang patron na si San Martin sapagkat sa ibang bayan ng Butong ay patuloy ang trahedya. Kaya naman ay tuwing pista ay pinagdidiwang nila ang mga ito. Tunay na napatotoo ang kanilang sinabi ng ako mismo ay nakaramdam ng milagro ng kami ay lumaot noon. Walang telebisyon o radio na kaming papakinggan ng nasa laot kami kaya hindi namin alam kung magiging ligtas ba ang aming paglaot. Ngunit ng matapos ang aming paglaot ay napagalaman namin na signal no. 1 pala noon sa Batangas at delikadong lumaot. Dahil sa kanilang matinding pananalig ay hindi namin ito naramdaman.

            Patapos na ang pananaliksik sa mga mangingisda ng Butong ngunit hindi na namin pinalagpas ang pagkakataon puntahan ang kanilang parokya na ayon sa kanila ay nasa pangangalaga ni Fr. Suarez doon namin nakita ang mga imahen ng mga santo na kanilang kinukwento. Ngunit agaw pansin sa akin ang isang maliit na birhen doon. Tinanong ko ito sa tito ng aking kasama sa pag-aaral. Ayon sa kanya iyon ang sikat na Birheng Caysasay. Ito raw ay nabingguit ng isang mangingisdang Intsik matagal na panahon na. Maraming milagro na rin itong nagawa sa kanilang bayan tulad ng pagiba ng direksyon ng hangin upang maiwasan ng bayan ang malakas na hagupit ng tubig. Nakita na rin daw itong nagliliwanag ng gumagawa ng himala.

Tunay na malalim ang pananampalataya  ng mga taga- Butong Taal Batangas. Bukod sa kanilang masugid na pagtanggap, pagtititwala, kakaibang lakas ng loob, pagpapakumbaba, pagkamatulungin, ay tunay na kayamanan nila ang kanilang pananalig sa Poong Maykapal. May iba’t iba man silang pamahiin ngunit mas umiiral sa kanila ang tiwala sa Diyos. Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang pananaliksik na ito sapagkat dito lamang ako nakakilala ng mga taong ganito.

                     Me wearing light violet:)

Walang bitawan pinangako mo sakin yun... :'(

Kayanin natin lahat..patunayan natin sa kanilang lahat na mahal na mahal natin isa't isa

got really frustrated when my sister did not remind me...that our computer is on deep freeze...

in just a moment...everything that I did overnight just lost...

Lord help me to be patient...

This morning my boyfriend just sang this song for me...

he said that he sang this song for me when we were still in 4th year High School...

I don't remember it...but what's important now is that he sang it again to me...

Oh..I'm so lucky to have him <3

Sa mga pagkakataon na kahit sobrang gulo ko na tapos naandun ka padin?iniintindi ako..

our leaflets for our upcoming Youth Catholic Light in the Spirit Seminar...

with enough talent I designed it...

thank God :)

haha this is really funny...

I got fat. lovely and beautiful...

but the fact is I'm not fat...i'm underweight...hehehe

but I believe that i'm lovely and beautiful... :)

"Gently instruct those who oppose the truth. Perhaps God will change those people’s hearts, and they will learn the truth. Then they will come to their senses and escape from the devil’s trap. For they have been held captive by him to do whatever he wants."
- 2 Timothy 2:25-26


This morning this verse was the first thing that I see and made my day. My boyfriend text it to me. Because he knows what I'm facing right now. I'm still hoping the people around me change their hearts and realize God's love :)

Can't find the best book that can change your life? Try the bible!

Opportunity to serve

Truly if you are a servant of God you’ll shine..

one of my classmate last year talked to me…

he opened up and started a heart to heart talk…

It was almost midnight so he hurried opening it to me(even though I’m willing to stay more and listen)

He told me that he needed someone now…

His been thinking of me for weeks now and his hoping to talk to me in private (were on the road while telling me his problems0

He did not speak too much because his also in a hurry to get home already(to do paper works)

But in the end of our conversation he told me “Seline can you pray for my soul…I really need that now”…

I was shocked for his request…I never knew someone would ask me that…I’m willing to pray for someone even they don’t tell me…but this person really needed help…

So I did before going to sleep…

God is really good for me to have opportunities to serve Him…

God gave this opportunity and I will serve…

I want to see...

Since I’ve began serving God..there’s a lot of things happening to me..And I don’t know how to handle everything..I began to become a worship leader but for me..still nothing happens..am I a bad worship leader?am I not good enough to touch others heart?for them to realize how Jesus loves them?

Now I’m here stuck in a situation between happiness and opportunity..

The feeling of happiness because your serving God in a pond where your the only water lily living in it with the other kinds of waterlilies..

Opportunity..to touch more even though you think that everything will be worst..many will happen if I choose this..if today the world is against me already..if I choose this the world will be more against me..and I don’t know if this what God really wants for me..

I know life is not about enjoying all the things that are in here on earth..life is about sacrifices and love…

I’m willing to sacrifice but Lord I’m confused..I know that You have plans for me..but I don’t know which of the two..I don’t want to disappoint You Lord..Help me God..

I want to become more effective..I want to touch more people and draw them near to You..I want to see young people turn their backs to their old ways and accept You Jesus as their Lord and Savior..

Lord touch me..Lord hear me..what should I do?Lord let Your will be done.. :’)

I feel wonderful today...I learn so much today...God is so great :)


Before ending this day I want to share two verses from the bible that I have keep in mind today :)


So they are no longer two, but one. Therefore what God has joined together, let man not separate.
- Matthew 19:6


This verse came from devotion..I also found out that there is no such thing as "no-fault separation"--love ends..therefore they separated..This verse certifies that once two people is bonded by God no one can ever separate them..It's their will to be separated..if they does..LOVE DOES NOT END!ITS FOREVER..FOR ETERNITY..


next verse came from our talk today from LYC(Light of the Youth Community)

Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous;

love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly;

it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered,

does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth;

bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never fails...But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7,13

Wella explained this very briefly...Jesus is the best example of this..He demonstrate everything for us to follow..God humbled Himself for us to know His nature..This bible verse shows us how to love God and others in return..Like Jesus lets love God and one another as we love our self.

Just searched this song...God I feel so blessed!Thank You Lord!I LOVE YOU!